Monday, April 27, 2015

What I was thinking when I kept saying "Daisy"

What was I thinking when I kept repeating Daisy’s name around Tom?! Now I have a broken nose and extremely hurt feelings. I cannot believe he would actually punch me! Actually, I kind of can, he is an extremely tough, strong-tempered guy. But he is so sweet, after all, he did buy me a puppy. If he bought me a puppy, he must love me. Even though he did hit me, I will definitely fogive him. He lives such a lavish life style and hopefully will keep spoiling me with more extravangant gifrs! But I do regret what happened this night. I just should not have draken so much. Maybe if I would have not gotten so drunk, I would not have even mentioned Daisy’s name in the first place! Especially with Tom and Nick right there. I have not seen Tom so mad with me before. I wonder if he is like this with Daisy. I should not have been so stubborn, I just hate being told what to say and what to do. I should have just stopped talking about her when Tom said to. Next time, I will think twice before I speak about Daisy around Tom, especialy while we are both drinking. I just get so loud and annoying when I drink, I cannot help it. I really need to start watching what I say. I just thought it would not be a big deal considering everyone knew we both are married. I really need to think more and stop being so impulsive. I should have known not to mention his wife, it is understandably a touchy subject. This night was filled with regrets and memories with family. Now due to my lack of thinking and immaturity, I have a broken nose I have to deal with for the next couple of weeks. How will I explain this to my husband?!       

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