What I was feeling when I told George

When I told George about the affair I had with Tom, I was feeling so scared. I wasn't sure how he would react. At the same time, I felt a sense of relief. No more secrets. It was somewhat nice. It was the most radical and drastic thing I had ever done in my life. I was beyond nervous, but I told him with confidence. I knew I was better than George and that Tom was on my social level. I was so nervous but confident at the same time, it was beyond bizarre. When you know you are talking to people below you, you feel extremely powerful and in charge. This is how I felt when I told George about the affair. I knew I had all the control. Telling him freed me, I felt like a new person capable of anything, the same way that Tom made me feel. All Tom had to do now was tell his wife and try to get her to go against her religion and divorce him so we could be together. This thought filled me with so much joy. I began to day dream about our new life and became over filled with happy emotions of George and I being together. I did not even realize that George was screaming at me. When George started to scream at me I did not know how to react. I was frightened, I had never seen this side of him. At the same time, it was new and refreshing seeing this side of George. I became scared and the sense of confidence I had when I told him vanished from thin air, I felt so vulnerable and weak. I wanted to get out of there. I felt terrified and overwhelmed, so I ran out in the road and everyone knows that happened next.