What I was feeling when I cheated on George

Oh I was feeling so much when I cheated on George with Tom. I was feeling like a new person, like I had a new lifestyle. Tom had that affected on me. He made me feel like I was actually important and that I mattered in life and could make a difference. I felt rich, elegant, loved, accepted, and magnificent. I was beyond happy with Tom. Just being around him made me feel special. Tom loves me and I love him. We would both leave our significant others, but divorce is not much of an option, unfortunately. But I know what we have is real love, how could it not be. Cheating on George gave me a new rush of adrenaline, that not even Tom could give me. It was a rush I have never felt before and loved to  feel again. Being with Tom and the cheating itself made me feel alive. I felt like I had a purpose in life, even if it was a bad one. Tom made me feel like I was a young girl once again and all my wishes could come true, without a fear in the world. He made me feel safe, this was probably due to his extreme money and wealth. I knew he could get me out of any situation because he loved me so much (and he had lots of money and political power). I felt like I was capable of so much more than just a mundane life with George. I belong with someone who was like me and shared the same mindset and goals. Tom and I had this connection. We felt the same way towards money and social status, it meant everything. Cheating on George, my husband, with Tom, my lover, made me feel like I was becoming who I always knew I was meant to be. He made me feel complete.